Waiting Game is Not Done With Me Yet....

I got an email from my manager telling me that the Finland team doesn't have money right now to take me, so their answer is regretably, no at the moment. Yes, I am upset about it, I have been waiting for this answer for 3 weeks. I was very excited about it in the beginning because they were talking contract details and so on. This is how it goes, this is a business. I can only hope that they really didn't have the money and what they really think is that they don't like the way I play. Either way, its a huge bummer for me. I had a bad feeling about it after they could not get back to us after the 2nd week. Now I wait for another job to arise. Until then I will continue to train and stay in shape as much as I can, only drinking a 12 pack of beer right now seems like the only answer to this crappy day. Kidding of course.